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1. Projects that I actually want to be doing/finishing in the next few weeks
2. I graduate sooner then later ( fucking finally)
3. I am traveling to North Africa and two other countries beginning of June with no real set plans and it’s going to be absolutely amazing.
4. Collaborating on other projects for this summer.
5. A new job I’ve been training for that I really hope I get….
6. Traveling to SF in July for my birthday and this time around planning to move there next year possibly (?)….
I’ve been a lot happier than I have been in the longest time… Of course I wish I could alter a few things in my life but I can honestly say that right now , I am perfectly content with myself and just myself and I’m not searching for someone or something to give me an answer or happiness. There’s only time to worry about what is important to you, to love and care for the people who show you the same in return. Losing my mom has been the worst and most painful experience of my life… I never thought I would have to watch the person who has solely raised me since I was a young girl pass in front of my eyes. Over these past couple of months it has been so hard for me to come to terms with it, and I was trying to find and out in anything ultimately putting myself in a really dark place…So more than anything, I’m really grateful to be alive, to be living, to have all my limbs and a young body… and I’m going to try to do the best I can… Whatever that means. I want to fall in love a million times and spread happiness and be positive as much as I physically can.--- 2 days ago --- 13 notes ---
“Dear Ones, as you proceed on your path you will find that you just can’t make everyone happy. In fact, you can’t make anyone happy because happiness must come from within and is always a personal choice. This can be difficult to accept as so many of you were raised and conditioned to put your focus on pleasing others and because of this, have a great fear of negative judgment. Do your best, stay focused on your own unique path and understand that judgment from others comes through the filter of what would be best for them, and not at all from knowledge of what would be best for you. Ironically, by the time a person would have the vantage point to truly understand your unique path, they would have long evolved beyond the energies of judgment. So, stay true to your path, give yourself permission to be the expert on you, and stand firm in what you know is your truth.”--- 1 week ago --- 9 notes ---
I need to leave New York.--- 1 week ago --- 3 notes ---
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